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[Dec. 7th, 2005|02:22 pm] |
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| | The Used - Yesterday's Feelings | ] |
_your_bad_habit
new LJ
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|12:17 pm] |
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| |  not happy | ] |
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| | Straylight Run - Sympathy For The Martyr | ] |
grrr
and a half.
i'm so angry.
i called st thomas today to make my appointment to schedule classes. i have my appointment on monday. i started looking up classes and guess what... almost everything that have to take is FULL. sweet. i'm not taking a bunch of shitty classes don't need. after looking up the classes i need for my major and minors, i have 13 classes i need to take. that's more than 3 semesters (granted, i take 4 classes per semester...). I have already lost a semester. I don't have time to just play around with random classes. Argh.
No news on housing yet. I should hear today what my chances are that I'll get into housing. Either way would make me happy. Living in a dorm is a great way to meet people and it's a good experience, but i would love to get a little apartment with mady to the max<3 |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|11:50 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Allister - 2 AM | ] |
one of the greatest thing ever happend.
janny recognized my many achievements.
she's usually one to dwell on the bad stuff, but today she wrote me an email saying how much she appreciated my decisions, and she said how proud she was of me for doing this whole packing and moving, paperwork, phone calls and everything for my transfer on my own. i'm glad that she's proud. that makes me feel good.
i am so happy with life right now. despite all my stress. i know home is close, and i know that i'm going to have a good last week and a half here.
11 days |
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| the moment of truth |
[Dec. 5th, 2005|12:36 pm] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
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| | My Chemical Romace - Thank You For The Venom | ] |
here's something everyone needs to learn:
your personality shouldn't change depending on who you're hanging out with.
the end. |
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| i'll be just fine pretending i'm not |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|11:48 am] |
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| |  allergies are acting up again | ] |
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| | The Used - I'm A Fake | ] |
I'm in San Diego. It's ok. I'm staying with my friend Katie. I decided over the last few days that one of the reasons that I don't really like California as opposed to Minnesota is because you're either in the beautiful rich neighborhood/city, or your in the complete wasteland or ghetto or something. There's barely a middle ground. That's weird to me.
I always forget how uncomfortable I get staying at someone else's house (except Rachel's). It's weird to see how differently things are done in other houses. Watching family members interact is always interesting. I think my family is pretty normal now that I've stayed at a few different houses in the last couple of weeks. I miss my family. I miss my house. I miss Minnesota.
I recently found out that I come home December 17th and don't start classes at St Thomas until January 30th. That's alot of time in my mom's house. I don't consider it my house anymore. It's not where I live and it's not where I want to be. It does feel good to be there, but at the same time, I've gotten so used to being on my own and not having to live by anyone's rules (except the dorm's of course).
Speaking of where I'm living, I have good and bad news. Bad: I may not get on campus housing next semester because St Thomas is over-enrolled. Good: If I don't, I get an apartment. That's exciting as hell. I think I can totally hanfle it. Well, actually, I couldn't if I was alone. An apartment in St Paul alone = bad idea. Lucky for me, Miss Madeline Hake is interested in joining me. Yup, that's right. Mady and I are gonna have the party palace!
So, I applied for a job at the Caribou on Londerry and Lincoln. I'd just be working there from the time I get back til classes start again because my mom is standing firm in her plan that I can't have a job when I'm in school. I'm not liking that plan. I want to have a job during the year, because everytime I spend the money in my account, I get interigated as to why. She told me she would put money in my account so that I could go out and get everything I need, but then she gets mad when I spend the money going out to eat or buying supplies for projects at target or something. i understand that she doesn't want me to miss out on the social opportunities at St Thomas since I'll be new anyway, but I'm sure I could do just fine and still get to work 10 hours a week. Whatever. I can't fight her. She is too stubborn.
I am a little happier now cuz Nelly is talking about getting christmas movies, hot chocolate, and having slumber parties when I get home. That sounds great. ♥
Um, that's about it. I miss you all, but the time of my return inches ever closer....
13 days! |
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| to infinity and beyond |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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| |  pffft | ] |
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| | Allister - Flypaper | ] |
i'm off to san diego with miss katie in about a half hour. i'm reallyyyyy excited to leave campus for a few days and chill out with her.
i got the drunkest i've ever been last night (6 shots of vodka and 5 beers). guess what, i STILL didn't throw up or get a hang over. i'm amazing.
i'm listening to allister and the memories are great.
i cut up my fall out boy is for lovers shirt today since it was too small anyway. i like what i've done. not everybody does....
15 days |
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| stress |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|05:45 pm] |
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| |  sore back | ] |
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| | 4 Letter Lie | ] |
theres good and bad news.
good news:
i am coming home for good in 17 days.
bad news:
first i have to do 4 projects/final papers and have 3 final exams. PLUS pack up and ship all of my stuff.
needless to say, i'm stressed. thinking about the work is probably not as bad as actually doing it, but it's super hard to get into it at all. i need motivation. i've got one. one of my presentations are due tmro, but of course i've decided to go to the movie screening AND go to the hookah bar tonight. i'm sure i can write the presentation in between those things... i would usually cut that stuff out, but this is some of my last days here with them so i want to do fun stuff and not sit in my room doing all my work and packing all the time.
ahhhhhhhhh
stress |
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[Nov. 28th, 2005|09:07 am] |
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| | sore | ] |
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| | The Click 5 - Just The Girl | ] |
so last night i went to bed with a kanker-sore (sp?) on my lip. i thought it was weird that it was on my upper lip and it was on the outside, it's usually the other way around. well, anyway, i woke up this morning and it's HUGE. it's swollen like mad. my lips look uneven. it's disgusting. god, this place makes me so gross. i got back here yesterday and i'm already sick again. nice.
19 days til i'm home for good! |
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| sparkling eyes |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
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| | fucking tired! | ] |
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| | Waking Ashland - Hands On Deck | ] |
i've had the greatest weekend. when i'm home i feel so valued and loved. i'm not saying that i don't feel that in redlands, but it's different here. everyone here makes me feel so good about myself. the show tonight was awesome. i love seeing people that i don't see very often! and i also really like seeing people i NEVER see like levi, jason, mady, kaylie, etc. i was really excited to hear myself being name-dropped. i was talking to will, levi, and jason and they said something and i said, OMG! and all 3 of them at the same time said, "Molly" (put it together: "OMG" "Molly") yeah, that was pretty exciting. i love knowing that people think of me even when i'm not around :) The Semester, 4LL, and Crashing were awesome. i sang and and danced and had an awesome time. i've missed the local shows so much. i cannot wait to come back for good!
i go back to california in a little while... in fact, i'm supposed to wake up in like 4 hours. not excited about that. i'm also not very excited about all the packing and such that i have to do when i get back! ickkkk! not to mention finals! ahhhh! oh well, it will all be over in about 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay! ♥ |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2005|12:00 pm] |
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| | ehhh | ] |
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| | Allister - From The Ground Up | ] |
new screen name
OMGitsMollyyyy
(that's 4 y's)
♥ |
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| thoughts are racing |
[Nov. 21st, 2005|10:14 am] |
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| | mixed messages | ] |
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| | G L O R I A-Women In Sicily Are More Dangerous Than Shotguns | ] |
i have so many emotions and thougts flooding through me, i can't keep them all straight. so i thought i would put them all on here so i can straighten them out and work through them:
- i got into st thomas!
- downer? i might not get housing.
- i've started telling people at redlands that I'm leaving and they all say, well, i'm happy for you, but i wish you wouldn't leave!
- i'm starting to feel bad about wanting to leave, cuz i do like the people here.
- i know that i WILL be happier at home.
- i need to get a job over xmas break/ j-term.
- i start classes at st thomas on january 30th.
- i need to pack everything here up. AND ship some of it.
- i need to talk to my mom about what's important and what's not.
- i am trying to convince my mom to just let me drive my car back up, that will save alot of money and time i think...
- i need to paint my nails.
- i'm bringing back 2 big suitcases full of clothes over break.
- i have a chem test today that i WILL fail.
- i don't have class tomorrow.
- i come home on wednesday.
- mia and i are hanging out at the tiny ontario airport.
- i'm contemplating packing a small bag full of clothes and such that i can just carry on for break.
- i have alot of homework over break. i think i'll do all of it on the plane and on thanksgiving.
- i hope MLE will call soon.
- i get to drive my car again when i go home!!!!!!!! yay for delilah!
- i only have 20 days here (if i go home on the 17th) after break.
- i can't wait to see GLORIA shows again!
- i am so excited to be able to hang out with my posse every weekend. it's true, absence does make the heart grow fonder.... ♥
- i'm going to san diego with katie and tessa (for sure this time) the weekend after break.
- ahhh! FINALS!
everything's happening so fast. i'm stressed.
someone calm me down.... |
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| wooo FUCKING hooo! |
[Nov. 18th, 2005|01:11 pm] |
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| | FUCKING EXCITED! | ] |
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| | Brand New - Guernica | ] |
I GOT IN TO ST THOMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| SHIT. PISS. FUCK. CUNT. COCK-SUCKER. MOTHER-FUCKER. |
[Nov. 17th, 2005|01:47 pm] |
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| | angry | ] |
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| | The Used - A Box Of Sharp Objects | ] |
So, I sent in my St Thomas application first because it's my first choice. I called a week and a half ago and they told me that it was about to go in to be reviewed by the commitee. I called today, just to make sure it was in the mail (because, it hasn't shown up in my mailbox yet). They said it was about to go in to be reviewed by the commitee. I go, "what!?!" and the woman on the other line was silent. I told her that she said the same thing to me over a week ago and she said, "Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. I don't know what's happend." and then she told me who to contact, and OF COURSE, she wont be in until after 9ish tmro morning. sweet. i reall really wanted an answer before break so that if i got in, I could schedule an appointment with my councelor and do all that stuff while i was home for thanksgiving. Now that wont happen. They better let me in now. damn. if i have to wait this long for them just to say no, i'll be pissed. fucking shit. I have forms missing at Gustavus and U of M, and Augsburg didn't even answer the phone. how un-professional. anyway, i'm ticked off. many signs are pointing me in the direction that no matter how badly i want it, it's just not going to happen for me.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, someone accept me to your school!!!!! |
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| a more in depth update of last night |
[Nov. 16th, 2005|03:31 pm] |
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| | worn out. | ] |
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| | Brand New - The Boy That Blocked His Own Shot | ] |
i went to EMPIRE tattoo last night to get my lip pierced. i walked in and the piercer, who looked alot like Tim Rogner from Allister, made me fill out like 3 lines on the form. and i was in. this place was way less of a hassle than st sabrinas! i went to the back room and Katie and Amanda came back. Katie photographed the process (i'll post those soon) and Amanda held my hand. The needle freaked Amanda out so much that she had to sit down cuz she was light-headed. Anyway, it was a fun night.
today was busy busy and not slowing down anytime soon. i am scheduling classes for second semester in about 15 minutes (just in case!)... and then i have 2 papers to write before 9 when there's an extended (meanning extra long) episode of LOST on tongiht!!!!! woot woot!
peace out home fries. |
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| I DID IT!!!! |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|09:50 pm] |
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| |  hyper | ] |
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| | Brand New - Magazines | ] |
yes ma'am.
what do you think?? |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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| | waiting for the henna to dry | ] |
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| | The Starting Line - Surprise, Surprise | ] |
i am waiting for my henna to dry.
it's taking forever.
it's doing this weird thing, it feels like it's cold-burning my skin.
ick.
HOW'S THE SNOW, MY MINNESOTANS??
rumor has it: 3-5 inches tonight.
have fun you lucky bastards.
i live in the desert.
i would like you all to know that after much consideration and about 25 votes:
my lip is getting pierced tomorrow evening (right side. stud, not hoop.)
pictures for sure.
get excited.
9 days! single digits bitches. |
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| uhoh, now i'm worried |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
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| | Panic! At The Disco! - But It's Better If You Do | ] |
so, my friend holly (no, not that holly) goes to st thomas and she told me that her school is really over enrolled and so she's worried that that will make it harder for me to get in :(
and then megn just told me that her friend applied to U of M and got wait-listed.... and she's really smart.
eeek!
cross those fingers a little tighter kids ♥ |
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| thanksgiving break |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|03:37 pm] |
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| | indecisive | ] |
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| | From First To Last - Secrets Don't Make Friends | ] |
i am planning a total tranformation
i'm getting a new piercing in the process.
lip (one side) or eyebrow? |
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| ever so sweet |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|12:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | missing home | ] |
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| | The Early November - Sesame Smeshame | ] |
i have alot on my mind.
1) i am pissed off at the myth for what happened to all my friends last night. i'm sorry lisa and kayla. i'm boycotting it, and i've never been there.
2) i'm sad that i don't get to see the early novmeber and senses fail AND spitalfield and somerset
3) i am coming home soon, which is goood news. i miss my peeps back home.
4) i want to hear back from my schools... i know it will be a while though.
5) i hope to be home by dec 17th so i can see motion city at first ave
6) i like oreos and sex and the city and my sketchbook and my new book, "he's just not that into you"
7) i don't like that everyone has a boyfriend except for me and i'm 3rd wheel
8) i want to come home and be there for the first snow. (keep fingers crossed that it wont snow for another week and a half!!)
9) i have a color/cut appointment at roccos when i'm home and i need ideas |
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| welcome back |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | My Fair Brady.... | ] |
i spent the last 24 hours in Riverside. it was great...that's what i needed. i went home with Amanda. she took me to BJs and ate some amazing pizza. then we went to her boyfriend's band practice. i fell in love with one of his bandmembers. then i got over it when i heard he was sixteen. then we ate dinner with her family and went mini golfing. then the next morning they had a yard sale and we watched a video of Amanda in a 7th grade play. niice. we went to the spaghetti facotry for dinner tonight and it was great (no buca, but....). and now i'm back at school (gross)
anyway, i'm gonna watch sex and the city that i borrowed from Erin and fall asleep early.
night night.
good news: rachel's trip got cancelled so i get to see her when i'm home!!!! woohooo!
♥ |
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